SURAT UNTUK AYAH (2)

 Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

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Ayah, everything is going back to normal again, to what it should be, before this pandemic's attack. Your daughters are going back to university. Your youngest daughters have started living in hostel. No more work from home. Umi has started working and doing her extra works again. We will attend your son's convocation soon. We can go for vacation nowadays. We can eat outside sometimes. We can visit each other again. We can have our Raya back. We can have kenduri again. We can go shopping and hanging out together again. We can plan to perform umrah and haj. We can do all the things like we used to do before this pandemic.. and before you left us. 

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Everyone is having their life back on tracks. Everyone is living their busy life back. Everyone is going to achieve their goals. Everyone is going to have their normal life back. Everyone is enjoying to be normal back.

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But Ayah, there is no "going back to normal", at least for me.

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Allahummaghfirlahu, warhamhu, wa'afihi, wa'fu 'anhu.

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